Hare Kṛṣṇa!! Dear Guru Mahārāja,
Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda!! All glories to you Guru Mahārāja and all glories to Gaurāṅga!!
I’m such a fallen and lazy soul that I’m submitting this offering on the last day!
You are so merciful to have given dīkṣā to this fallen soul and connected me to Kṛṣṇa via the paramparā.
I’m very unfortunate to realize that and take steps to progress further in devotional life.
Guru Mahārāja, it is due to your mercy and the strength you pass on that I’ve been able to sustain my sādhana. I still remember how I was addicted to having tea and outside food and how through Your Divine mercy I’ve overcome that!
I still beg for your mercy to overcome other anarthas and focus on chanting the divine name.
It is due to your mercy that I got devotee association after moving here to Canada. I see a lot of your disciples here who are very merciful and helpful. Thank you Guru Mahārāja.
I think that, living so far in this country, it is now impossible for me to have your direct darśana. Please bless me and show more mercy upon me and fulfill this desire of your daughter.
As an offering to you, I chant daily one extra round for your good health, so that many more fallen souls like me can benefit by taking your dīkṣā. I’ve been doing this since the year you were operated in Chennai.
I’m so lazy to get out and preach or distribute Bhagavad-gītā that I sponsor five Bhagavad-gītā every month on 28th. This I’ve been doing since 2022 July, the day when I got initiated by Your Holiness.
Guru Mahārāja, please bless me to get out of this laziness and be of more service to you and Śrīla Prabupada. Please bless me to become a better servant in this great movement of Lord Caitanya Mahāprabhu.
Your spiritual daughter,
Cidānandini Citrā Devī Dāsī.