Hare Kṛṣṇa
Guru Mahārāja! Please accept my humble praṇāma at your divine feet.
At the beginning of the morning, as this condition soul wake up to greet the Deity, it’s so inspiring to beg the mercy of spiritual master (saṁsara-dāvānala-līḍha-loka) and really ask are we qualify for it? Over the years praying, one thing we are sure that certainly in this blazing fire of material world.... Your compassion had enlightened this soul, and with awe and reverence ask to beg for the mercy again and again.
Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.7.18: But, my dear sir, I am obliged to you because now I can understand that this material manifestation is without substance, although it appears real. I am confident that by serving your feet it will be possible for me to give up the false idea.
Indeed, it’s by your compassion, many souls like us had started to believe yes finally this world is no value until the Kṛṣṇa smile is upon us. Your dedication, your love towards Prabhupādajī had already shown us that only by serving spiritual master lotus feet one can transcend this world....
Before the word finish beforehand I would like to express thank you guru maharaj for coming to my life, for accepting me as one of your servant and allowing me to Serve Prabhupadji, although in any of the life time I am not qualified to do so.....
Evey month your divine letter inspired me so much as I get tremendous inspiration from it. I start to calculate how could you achieve wonderful spiritual duty in such a short time. It’s true you are a Vaikuṇṭha-man as time and space don’t touch you.
Your message of reading Prabhupādajī books getting the degree and becoming nice humble servant to preach Gaurāṅga Mahāprabhu message is instructions for us I meditate daily; and somehow starting to act a bit is also by your mercy. Please bless me that I can fulfill some portions of your desire to serve the Prabhupādajī missions. I wonder myself how you could fulfill desire of Prabhupādajī and act strongly facing all hurdles and calamity. Your Holiness, you yourself is vāṇī-avatāra of Prabhupādajī. As Kṛṣṇa came to this world as nāma-avatāra you had also come in mercy incarnation of Mahāprabhu and let me always meditate on this feeling.
Sometimes, I would feel that if I could trade my all life soul energy and time remaining time in this world, I would certainly offer at your lotus feet. Seeing the hellish life people are living today even in the country like Nepal where all good soul dwells, there is so many things to do uplift their souls. When shall I engage myself to act for the welfare of these people. In the instructions to serving the Prabhupādajī mission I thing I mentioned is that to preach in Nepal and Bangladesh is also the instructions that have been taking to... When I saw that divine inspiration I subscribed to it and took it as soul driving factor for me to serves to these people.
Thank you Mahārājajī. For personally reading my feeling. I don’t know how by Kṛṣṇa and Prabhupādajī mercy you mercy this soul, and I am eternally indebted for what you have given to this world.
Please consider my any offenses or mistake as I am newbie to the path of spiritual understanding and please bless this soul so that by serving your desire one day. I can really meet Prabhupādajī and fall at his lotus feet.
Śrīla Prabhupādajī kī jaya!
His Holiness Jayapatākā Mahārāja kī! Jaya!