Dear Guru Mahārāja,
Please accept my humble obeisances unto your lotus feet. Guru Mahārāja although I am unqualified to glorify you, still I will try to glorify you, to get myself purified.
You are such a great soul, that I have got the opportunity to get initiation from you, although I am such an unqualified living being. I couldn’t recognize your mercy when you were providing me the beads, I caught the beads from your hands, behaving like a foolish child, but later through getting the association of devotees, I got to realize my foolishness, and I got to learn how we should be humble and grateful and beg for the seed of bhakti (bhakti-latā-bīja) during the time of initiation, but instead I was laughing while getting the beads; Still today I feel guilty for my deeds.
I am so fortunate to reside in the holy dhāma, and I often get your Darśana and hear classes from your lotus mouth, and I know this is possible only because of your mercy. Thank you so much Gurudeva.
Gurudeva, although your health is not good, still you are travelling the whole world to preach and provide your association to all the devotees, and this is the analogy, to teach the whole world that how you are not the body but the eternal soul.
On this holy and auspicious day of Vyāsa-pūjā, I would like to take the advantage to beg forgiveness, and pls bless me that I can serve you throughout my life by following all your instructions offencelessly.
Yours most unqualified daughter,
Sunayani Sucitrā Devī Dāsī