Hare Kṛṣṇa Guru Mahārāja,
Offering prayers and obeisances unto you and your lotus feet, sending you good wishes for your Vyāsa-pūjā Guru Mahārāja. Your Vyāsa-pūjā is a new birth for us your disciples, whenever your Vyāsa-pūjā comes up and whenever I have to write on your Vyāsa-pūjā I always fall in short of words because your mercy is like a ocean and it is really difficult to put it in words but it is important to write for you because everything is given to me through you only. You gave me a name and identity of Keśava Kāminī Devī Dāsī, you taught us the stories and lessons given by Caitanya Mahāprabhu especially when they came home in the form of Gaura-Nitāi. When they had come home then it was hard to understand how to do dress ups for them, how to make prasādam but as and when Bhagavān stayed at home,I feel mercy coming home unto the home and family. With your blessings, I want to tell you laḍḍu-gopāla have come whose name is Nīla Keśava but usually you do not recommend us to do sevā of laḍḍu-gopāla but I would like to tell you about his mercy and have Himself walked home with His blessings on us. While offering prayers unto your lotus feet I pray to you that you keep showering blessings unto me and I continue to do sevā in a more better manner and stay by your lessons and the name you have given to me. Give me the blessings to chant without any offenses Hare Kṛṣṇa, Hare Kṛṣṇa, Kṛṣṇa Kṛṣṇa, Hare Hare/ Hare Rāma, Hare Rāma, Rāma Rāma, Hare Hare.
Please give me blessings.
Guru Mahārāja that with my entire family my son Rajveer singh my daughter Sanskriti singh my husband Sandeep singh stay and grow in Kṛṣṇa consciousness and wherever they stay they stay in Kṛṣṇa consciousness keep doing sevā for Gaura-Nitāi and keep doing pooja of Tulasī Mahārāṇī, they follow 4 regulations and stay under the shelter of mahā-mantra and stay away from offenses while chanting.
The biggest loss of my life happened the past year on 6 october, 2022 in the morning 7am, my Amma my mother passed away and that day it was very hard and we (all siblings) tried everything to save my mother but with your blessings I was constantly beside her for 3 days chanting the mahā-mantra loudly and read the narasiṁha-kavaca and my mother left her body and reached Vaikuṇṭha dhāma with your blessings. For your good health I constantly pray narasiṁha-kavaca and do extra parikramā of Tulasī Mahārāṇī, please give me more blessings that I do more of this with more bhāva. Your endless kṛpā or mercy cannot be written in words but I only want to say that oh Gaurāṅga Prabhu oh Nityānanda prabhu please keep my Guru Mahārāja always healthy but in fact that healthy that whenever he says kathā he says open heartedly because through you when you say the gītā, bhagvatam, and Caitanya-līlāmṛta the quotes that come for preaching and you never even see your own health to preach.so I always pray to Narasiṁhadeva that he always keeps you healthy to constantly get the sevā of saying and spreading names of the Lord. Oh Guru Mahārāja I pray that you give me so many blessings that I do not commit any offense nor do I ever hurt anyone in anyones life. Whenevr I preach I want you to give me blessing that I do it well and more devotees come into Kṛṣṇa consciousness and do it openheartedly. I do Bhakti-vṛkṣa class but people have started decreasing who used to come to class regularly and now people who would be regular they now have changed their paramparā and get dikṣā through someone else not in Kṛṣṇa consciousness without even telling me.it makes my heart breaks when I come to know such things because I feel like I fail as a preacher and think of ways to fix my preaching method that I can help in continuing expanding the family of Śrīla Prabhupādaji but I am not able to do. I seriously want your blessings so I can help Prabhupāda’s family expansion. I hope I say such words about your quote that people get attracted and come into this Kṛṣṇa consciousness and I pray I always have power in me to continue to practice Deity worship and I have good health to do all this. I pray to get more time to do more sevā and preaching. I want your blessings to serve devotees and serve more and more that I can always do for longer time and I get more power to do it more often and better physical health. I pray that my family and me we always do good sevā and do Ekādaśī regularly, with all different vratas for Gaurāṅga prabhu, Narasiṁhadeva, Janmāṣṭamī and Rādhāṣṭamī I hope we continue to do with good devotion and continue to get your blessings. I hope you give me more sevās to do, I hope to do whatever you tell to do with good heart I listen to all your quotes and give it more gentle thought to it. With all these prayers I stop writing and pray to Narasiṁhadeva that your health is good and I hope I always get a spot on your feet and your spoken quotes always stay in my heart.
Hare Kṛṣṇa, Hare Kṛṣṇa, Kṛṣṇa Kṛṣṇa, Hare Hare
Hare Rāma, Hare Rāma, Rāma Rāma, Hare Hare
Your spiritual daughter,
Keśava Kāminī Devī Dāsī
(Gaurāṅga Deśa yātrā)