Hare Kṛṣṇa Guru Mahārāja PAMHO,
nama oṁ viṣṇu-pādāya kṛṣṇa-preṣṭhāya bhū-tale
śrīmate jayapatāka svāmin iti nāmine
nama ācaryapādāya nitāi-kṛpā-pradāyine
gaura-kathā-dhāma-dāya nagara-grāma-tāriṇe
I hope you are doing well. I am your sheltered devotee. My mother is your initiated disciple, her name is Nikunjvāsinī Devī Dasī. Since I had joined ISKCON in 2005, I have been following all the 4 regulative principles. I knew that it's our family business to distribute books and preaching but I am very introvert of communication with the people. But I used to gift deities' photo and scriptures to my friends and my senior officials. Guru Mahārāja I want to take initiation from you but unable to do any sevā in temple because due to instability in my career. As I have been trying from last four years to get married but due to less salary getting rejected every time, till now rejected by more than 200 girls including devotees and non-devotees. As I had failed in my career and getting so much rejections in marriage proposals I am very much afraid about my future and over thinking continuously for the same. Guru Mahārāja please guide me what should I do to overcome this.
At last I pray to Kṛṣṇa for your health and to remove obstacles which you are facing in preaching Kṛṣṇa consciousness.
Regards,
Your servant,
Chirag Bhatia