Hare Krsna Guru Mahārāja.
Please accept my humble obeisances.
Śrīla Prabhupāda ki jaiii!!!
All glories to your auspicious appearance day!!!
My dear guru Mahārāja how can I be so lowly and fallen and at the same time try to glorify you. It is not possible without your causeless mercy. You have kindly brought me and given me this opportunity to serve Rādhā-Madhava. I somehow or other have fallen into this material ocean of nescience and I continue to struggle to cross it. I am being continuously being thrashed over and over again by the threefold material miseries. Unable to find any shelter in this entire ocean of suffering, I finally wish to take the shelter of your lotus feet. Please kindly give me your shelter and never ever abandon me. You have tirelessly strived to serve Śrīla Prabhupāda and each word you speak is simply the repetition of what he has said. In Śrīmad Bhāgavatam 1.5.16, Nārada Muni instructs Śrīla Vyāsadev as follows –
vicakṣaṇo ’syārhati vedituṁ vibhor
ananta-pārasya nivṛttitaḥ sukham
pravartamānasya guṇair anātmanas
tato bhavān darśaya ceṣṭitaṁ vibhoḥ
The Supreme Lord is unlimited. Only a very expert personality, retired from the activities of material happiness, deserves to understand this knowledge of spiritual values. Therefore, those who are not so well situated, due to material attachment, should be shown the ways of transcendental realization, by Your Goodness, through descriptions of the transcendental activities of the Supreme Lord. "
It is due to this very reason that you are preaching day and night about the glories of Śrī Śrī Gaura-Nitāi and Lord Śrī Kṛṣṇa irrespective of your physical health conditions. It is not possible for any human being to do so. You are actually the real victory flag of Śrīla Prabhupāda.
My dear guru Mahārāja, I have fallen into this dark pit, and I am blinded by sense gratification. Please therefore deliver this fool from this miserable ocean of ignorance caused due to my forgetfulness of my eternal constitutional position and relation with Him.
Your eternal servant,
Gourab Saha (aspiring disciple)
Purulia, India