nama oṁ viṣṇu-pādāya Kṛṣṇa-preṣṭhāya bhū-tale
śrīmate jayapatākā-svāmin iti nāmine
namo ācāryapādāya nitāi-kṛpa-pradāyine
gaura-kathā dhāma dāya nagara-grāma tāriṇe
ohe vaiṣṇava ṭhākura doyāra sāgara e dase karuna koro
Śrīla Guru Mahārāja I’m Rayo Bose from Kolkata and I am connected to ISKCON Dvārakā through online for Śikṣā Purpose.
Guru Mahārāja as the your the Victory flag of Śrīla Prabhupāda just like Arjuna surrendered unto Kṛṣṇa for his well-being likewise Oh Gurudeva please accept my surrender. I have been aspiring to take initiation from you since 2 yrs and also had the glorious opportunity to see Lord Jagannātha with his Great devotee i.e. you Śrīla Guru Mahārāja on the day of Ratha Yātrā at ISKCON Kolkata.
Śrīla Gurudeva currently im pursuing B tech in IT and I have been struggling a lot with both my studies and Devotional and ofc u have that divya jñana prakasito within yourself actually you are only the Knowledge Personified, therefore you know everything Oh Guru Mahārāja please provide a drop of mercy to this insignificant being as iam really being dragged daily and daily by māyā and I can’t do anything as my Association with devotees is not that strong as the Environment in my Family is not Suitable for Bhakti Oh Gurudeva I am a Duplicitous Snake I have always cheated on Gaur Nitāi and still iam please help me I m too greedy as instead of Praising you I am putting forward my problem to you I am really really very very much interested to dedicated this life to serve your lotus words as my only Guidebook for life because Śuddha Bhakta and Bhagavad are one and the Same please please help me Guru Mahārāja please help me so that I can associate preach along with the devotees very very soon as I have wasted many lifetimes and still this lifetime too and while writing this also I was having thought that let make it short don’t write too much let go and watch something else so u can understand my situation please please accept my as a dust under your lotus feet please initiate me as I have decided to be under your shelter only and accept your any Order as my Life Air I am very fallen please pick me up Guru Mahārāja Māyā is Dragging me to Hell and I have no taste for chanting book reading lectures I am very fallen please please accept my prayers. If You kindly read this only then only ill consider my life successful as only and only you can give the mercy of Nitāi as Nitāi is yours Nitāi is not independent
Therefore please Guru Mahārāja please help me or else ill sink deeper and deeper day by day
Hare Kṛṣṇa,
All Glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda..