Hare Kṛṣṇa Guru Mahārāja,
Please accept my respectful obeisances unto your divine lotus feet.
My dear most spiritual father, My beloved friend, My maintainer, protector and giver of all the happiness that comes into my life and my first and last love on this planet,
Śrīla Gurudeva, may be above words may seem exaggeration but I am trying to assimilate them into my very existence. Please help me achieve that.
Guru Mahārāja, I am really very lowly, wicked, very jealous, envious, fool and dirty fellow, who always try to see bad in others/ in Vaiṣṇavas. You name any bad quality and they all are present in me. I don’t know how you gave your mercy to this unworthy wretch and accepted me to be your own.
Śrīla Gurudeva, I don’t have any hope except your mercy, grace and “ahaitukī krupa”. If you accept me as your own, then only some hope is there.
“shakti buddhi hina, ami ati dina, koro more atmsath”.
Śrīla Gurudeva, My humble request is that despite all these my bad qualities and offences, please don’t abandon me. Please don’t reject me. I am confident that by your grace, I can overcome all these anarthas and come out victorious in your service and thereby please your good self.
Guru Mahārāja, By your mercy and enthusiasm coming from you only and from the inspiration of our sīkṣā Guru His Grace Hemanga Caitanya Prabhuji from Kharghar, I am able to offer little sevā unto your divine lotus feet for your pleasure only as below-
1. Śrīla Prabhupāda book reading in Hindi before going to bed from 9:45 pm to 10:05 pm since last 2 years. We have completed Kṛṣṇa book, Kunti Maharani Ki sīkṣāen, Gyan ki talwar, Jamn Mrutyu se pare, Kṛṣṇa Bhavnamrut Ki Prapti among others. Presently we are reading “Navadvīpa Dhāma Mahatmya” for the pleasure of all the Vaiṣṇavas from JSSS Mumbai and Śyāmadeśa yātrā devotees from His Grace Hemanga Caitanya Prabhuji.
2. I am conducting Bhagavad-gītā /Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam class on “Zoom” in Marathi since more than last 3 years. Only some 5-6 Senior Ladies, who are our blood relation, they only attend. But I am continuing it, whether anybody join or not. Please have mercy on these Marathi class joining devotees, so that they become fixed up in their devotion unto your divine lotus feet.
3. For JSSS Mumbai, we are collecting book sponsorship amount on first Ekadashi of the every month and send this Lakṣmī to H.H. Bhakti Vijay Bhagavat Swami Mahārāja in Māyāpur for distribution of these books by Saṅkīrtana Dept. Māyāpur for your pleasure only.
Guru Mahārāja, I got promoted last year and the new assignment is more demanding and time consuming. It is away from Kharghar so travelling time is also more. Although I try to cover up my rounds during day time, but I humbly request you to please grant me strength and devotion, so that I can get up early in the morning and complete my rounds in Brahma Muhurta itself.
Guru Mahārāja, our sīkṣā Guru and your disciple, His Grace Hemanga Caitanya Prabhuji is a wonderful Vaiṣṇava and a nice preacher. I humbly prey unto your divine lotus feet to please grant all his wishes and bless him also.
Guru Mahārāja, please bless me so that I can follow your instructions without any deviation and from the core of my heart.
My only aspiration is to serve you for your pleasure only and with no other motive whatsoever birth after birth.
Your insignificant son,
Avatārī Gaurāṅga Dāsa
Kharghar.