Hare Kṛṣṇa Dear Guru Mahārāja! Daṇḍavat Praṇāma!
Please accept my most respectful obeisances at your lotus feet.
Lot of thoughts are pouring in my mind, First of all blessed to be part of ISKON under the guidance of Paramparā and Siksha Guru there is no word to express what Mercy is poured upon to be in and Kṛṣṇa-prema/Bhakti. Been in deep void with all things around and Kṛṣṇa-prema/Bhakti has become center of my life and felt complete now.
Undoubted Guru guides and shows the path of Bhakti and I am an aspiring disciple wishing to get initiated at earliest. As a gṛhastha I deeply desire to make Kṛṣṇa center of family with wife and child to follow the same. But for today it seems a far journey to reach there, please shower your Mercy on family and family members to take this Krisha Prema and bring Krisha at center of everything. In Bhāgavatam class Sīkṣā Guru - Vikram Prabhuji was teaching marriage is not about just two people, it’s about three (Husband, Wife and Kishna) wanted to make that happen.
From my childhood to where I am now, I can see Krisha's blessings and deeply know / accept everything happening is for good and Kṛṣṇa knows what is the best to be given. Guru Mahārāja please shower your Mercy for nullifying all my anarthas in mind and help me to purify the heart so that Kṛṣṇa stays in forever. By Guru/Paramparā Mercy I am making improvement day after day, help me to keep in the path of Bhakti/Kṛṣṇa-prema till my last breath, life after life until I reach Goloka. I wanted to wear Tulasī kanthi mālā but I am still with onion and garlic in food and I wanted to follow my strict prasāda offering to Kṛṣṇa please help/guide me get in that path.
Aspirant Disciple,
Narendra Kumar K