Hare Kṛṣṇa dearest Guru Mahārāja
Please accept my respectful obeisances.
Happy 75th Vyāsa-pūjāŚrīla Guru Mahārāja
Past few days just was in so much of anxiety Śrīla Guru Mahārāja as you have said March 6th and 7th would be most dangerous period in your life as per astrology. Even though deep in my heart I knew that as Prabhupāda named you as Jayapatākā so you can get victory against any situations and any circumstances if you so desire which we all witnessed in the past. But similar to past I realized this time also nothing can stop you serving your Spiritual master and Caitanya Mahāprabhu. Even though you were so weak to give class and even though you knew that those particular time would be dangerous for you but your words throughout the class wasn't failed to give us inspiration for a single second. This shows your full faith and full surrender towards Kṛṣṇa and Caitanya Mahāprabhu and your determination and desire to serve Śrīla Prabhupāda and Caitanya
Mahāprabhu.
Śrīla Guru Mahārāja we need your shelter and guidance for many many years to come so that we can grow more and be fixed up in our Kṛṣṇa conscious. Please Guru Mahārāja keep us in your divine shelter.
Guru Mahārāja now my only desire is that myself along with my family and extended family wants to serve you and Śrīla Prabhupāda and Caitanya Mahāprabhu with full enthusiasm, dedication and with love to please you. But most of the time many challenges comes Guru Mahārāja and sometimes get bewildered also with the situation. We need your blessings that we don't loose enthusiasm to serve / please you.
This year by your blessings Guru Mahārāja we are trying to take baby steps towards performing our preaching service (mercifully given by you) little organised way. But we need blessings from you Guru Mahārāja to make that happen. Otherwise dump like me got no quality or qualification to perform anything without your mercy.
This year Guru Mahārāja we want to celebrate Gaura pūrṇimā festival all together for the pleasure of Caitanya Mahāprabhu. Many things needs to be done. We need to special blessings from you Guru Mahārāja so that successfully we can celebrate Gaura Pūrṇimā festival.
Guru Mahārāja due to my anartha and ignorance I might have committed so much offenses towards you and to your dear devotees. I beg forgiveness Guru Mahārāja for all those. Also please bless me Guru Mahārāja that I get little intelligence, quality to perform my service nicely to please you Guru Mahārāja.
As we are still in bodily platform Guru Mahārāja we need blessings from you so that myself and my family with good health and with full enthusiasm can serve you, can chant holy name without any offence, can relish the holy name, can inspire others to take up holy name, don't commit any offence to any devotees, can have more patience, without expecting any respect can perform my service, can always be in humble position, can always have full faith on guru, Kṛṣṇa and holy name.
I know it's bit long list Guru Mahārāja but I have no other shelter or hope without your mercy from your divine lotus feet Guru Mahārāja.
Your insignificant Daughter and servant
Arpita Lakṣmī devī dāsī
East London
Dīkṣā Disciple
United Kingdom