Dear Guru Mahārāja,
Please accept my humble daṇḍavats at your divine lotus feet.
All glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda.
I am aspiring to be your disciple and follow in your footsteps, Śrīla Prabhupāda's and all our ācāryas footsteps and please yourself and Kṛṣṇa.
I am not really a qualified person to be seeking your aspirations as I tend to commit a lot of mistakes and offenses. I am afraid that you would be accepting all these offenses at the time of initiation (if you can please initiate me) and I really don't want to add more trouble on a bodily platform to your existing problems.
But at the same time, I feel with your blessings and mercy I wouldn't commit offenses but would be guided to walk on the right footsteps which will please you and continue to do so, the rest of my life.
I beg for your mercy so that I can do my sādhana with utmost love, chant my rounds with interest and not mechanically. With your blessings only I can get better in whatever I try to do. Lalithāṅgi Rādhā mātājī from Charlotte, Susmita mātājī from Canada, Rādhā Rasamayi mātājī from Chennai are helping me a lot in my sādhana with a lot of patience. Under their guidance and your blessings, I will be able to please you, Śrīla Prabhupāda and all ācāryas.
Please kindly forgive for all the mistakes I have committed in writing this Vyāsa-pūjā offering and other offenses I have done.
Your aspiring disciple,
Manjula