Dear Gurudeva,
All glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda! All glories to Gaurāṅga!
Please accept my humble obesiances. It is stated in Bhagavad-gītā (9.2) The process of devotional service is su-sukhaṁ kartum avyayam that is everlasting and overjoying. In spite of Guru Mahārāja being in his dilapidated condition, his consciousness is always pure and his activities are also transcendental and are performed with happiness. It is confirmed in Vedic literature that ācāryavan puruṣo veda. However a person uneducated in Vedas, in association with great ācāryas can become familiar with knowledge necessary for self-realization. Please give me some intelligence so that at least I can attempt to glorify you although I’m absolutely not fit to do so. Despite of such bodily limitation your focus your sincerity towards fulfillment of Prabhupāda’s mission has never stopped. You still continue to deliver the most-most fallen souls like me by distributing love for godhead. You are an embodiment of mercy and humility. Like the sun never fails to spread its sunshine and energy all around even on a rainy or a thunderstorm day like that in spite of so many ups and downs in your health condition you continue to travel spread mercy and love of Gaurāṅga. You are always inspiring me in many ways.
In your shelter I always feel secured and protected away from the material miseries like a child always feels protected in his or hers parents shelter. I know, I’m not worth of being in your shelter for possessing a lot of internal enemies like greed, false ego, and lots of offences unto devotees. Please bless me with a drop of transcendental taste so that I can always serve you and Gaurāṅga even more. Your immense love for Guru and Gaurāṅga is continuously pouring and is very significant through your thoughts and activities. Please, please forgive me.
Seeking for your mercy the most, most fallen soul,
Your daughter,
Cāruhāṣiṇī Rādhikā Devī Dāsī (Dīkṣā),
Chennai, India