My dear Guru Mahārāja,
Please accept my humble obeisances. Guru Mahārāja, I always remember you and am always worried about your health. Every day first thing I pray to Kṛṣṇa is that you have very good health. I want to tell you one thing Guru Mahārāja, I had also heard discourses of some other gurus but I never cried for any Guru Mahārāja but when I heard your glory from your disciples in your Vyāsa-pūjā, I really cried a lot. Since then I consider you my guru that you are my Guru Mahārāja and now it has been one year since I know you and in this month I am going to get shelter also. Guru Mahārāja, I have seen so much grace of yours in this one year only, although till now I did not have any shelter and when I did not know you, even then the people who I liked very much and whom I used to meet, now I have come to know that they are all your disciples. I do not know Guru Mahārāja how you considered me worthy of serving your Śrī Caraṇa. I am really very bad, nor am I fit for anything, yet I don’t know how I came into Kṛṣṇa consciousness. Guru Mahārāja, you are right, if Śrīla Prabhupāda was not there, I don’t know what would have happened. Guru Mahārāja, I don’t want to live in this material world anymore. I want you to take me to Goloka Vṛndāvana in this very birth. I never want to come to the material world again, that is my humble prayer to you.
Guru Mahārāja, I want to serve you very well and I never want to disappoint you and never want to take any offense at your feet. I am telling you the truth Guru Mahārāja, I have never seen a servant of God like you. Even after living in so many difficulties you do everything for Śrīla Prabhupāda and Kṛṣṇa. Guru Mahārāja, I am proud that I am your servant. Please always shower your blessings on me. I will always pray to Kṛṣṇa to always keep you healthy.
Your Servant,
Shivani Verma