Hare Kṛṣṇa Guru Mahārāja.
Please accept my respectful obeisances to you. All glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda and you Guru Mahārāja.
nama oṁ viṣṇu-pādāya kṛṣṇa-preṣṭhāya bhū-tale
śrīmate jayapatāka svāmin iti nāmine
nama ācaryapādāya nitāi-kṛpā-pradāyine
gaura-kathā-dhāma-dāya nagara-grāma-tāriṇe
All glories to your auspicious appearance day. Thankyou so much Guru Mahārāja for your causeless mercy upon me for giving me services in Yātrā and Bhakti-vṛkṣa and Bāl-utsava class.
Please bless me to serve Bāl-utsava children classes and Bhakti-vṛkṣa ladies class in a nice creative way and enthusiastically to please Śrīla Prabhupāda and Guru Mahārāja. I am doing prasāda-sevā only in Yātrā congregation. I have to grow and be stable in Kṛṣṇa conscious by focusing more on devotional service and sādhana.
I get serious problems recently in personal life back home India related to my brother Swaminathan. His wife got expired suddenly. I feel guilty I didn’t enquire and talked to her. I got angry and spoke to her few minutes since she did some mistakes. That too added her hurt. Circumstances happened that time unfavorably to her. my brother also accused her due to things happened with her. Please forgive us from this big incident. This affected small children aged 2-years-girl, 3.5-years-girl and 9-year-boy and my brother and mother. Mother is chanting and taking Bhakti-vṛkṣa class and sister-in-law was chanting few months. this is disrupting my sādhana and personal life.
My śikṣā-guru Śacī Jananī Mātājī helps me by guiding to do sādhana. Still my mind not going properly.
Please guide me and forgive me from offenses I have made. I feel I don’t have intelligence. Please guide our children Akshaya and Aadarsh to grow in Kṛṣṇa consciousness.
I wish all Bāl-utsava parents to take up Kṛṣṇa conscious. Please guide me and them how to make them Kṛṣṇa consciousness. Bhakti-vṛkṣa Mātājīs are coming in slow pace. Please guide them and me to grow faster in Kṛṣṇa consciousness. Please bless my husband Bhagavān Bālājī dāsa and me, children, amma to serve devotees in a humble way. Father-in-law should chant Hare Kṛṣṇa mahā-mantra and take up Kṛṣṇa consciousness soon by your mercy and mother should be able to chant physically and mentally as she got so much commitments now. Brother should come to Kṛṣṇa consciousness and try to rectify himself. Brother should come out of this great difficult situation soon and take care of his family nicely. Akshaya and Aadarsh should study well and serve in Kṛṣṇa consciousness. Happily we all should serve guru, Gaurāṅga and Vaiṣṇavas.
Praying for your good health Guru Mahārāja and doing tulasī-parikramā. Please take care of your health and guide us always.
Thanking you for everything.
Your humble servant,
Subhadā Śacī devī dāsī (Dīkṣā)
Gaurāṅgadeśa Yātrā