Hare Kṛṣṇa dearest Guru Mahārāja,
Please accept my most respectful obeisances unto your divine lotus feet. All glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda.
From the very begging of my devotional life I was always attached to you by hearing your glorious preaching pastimes from your senior disciples, as you be out of your homebase maximum period to give out Nitāi-kṛpā to the distressed souls, but I realized, they were more attracted to you for your unflinching service attitude towards your beloved Śrīla Prabhupāda, despite your most difficult era of fighting with your body but you choose to declare war against māyā and to raise sincere armies in saṅkīrtana movement.
I was so blessed when you started compiling Caitanya-caritāmṛta Mahā-kāvya and give classes every evening. Lord Gaurāṅga freely distributing the love of Godhead, and no other way we can get it in this Age of Kali, and you dutifully and lovingly gave evening classes and I with responsibility listened to you. At first everything was mechanical for me but sticking to the process I developed faith and love for Nitāi Gaurāṅga and his associates, all because of you I am in bliss or else I would never known them and understand their mood so closely.
In 2019 in your daily class you said, with your disciples you have heart to heart connection, but somehow I was thinking how could I even experience that, because it is very rare to get your direct association, but you proved my crooked mind wrong, that’s not how it works, through many instances you proved, and something like that happened when I was desperate to go to safari in 2023, but somehow I was not making through it, I dreamt of you, you were reassuring my mother “Don’t worry, I will take care of your daughter, she will be under my supervision, always. ” You exactly said that. I was so in relevance, I used to think I am your most underrated daughter, but you go beyond everything to make me think I am under your observance, under your loving care. And I do believe we are connected from Heart-to-Heart. This is not only bounded to your disciples but your well wisher, your godbrothers and godsisters and practically anyone who is craving for the Love of godhead and even who is not.
Everyday you amaze me and make us know this point that body struggles are not restricted to execute pure devotion and relishing pure bliss. You are living example of that there is no excuse to devotion, to be a servant of Śrīla Prabhupāda. I am beyond ever grateful to your sacrifices for us, and I promise that will not go in vein as I responsibly reading Śrīla Prabhupāda books and trying to increase love for their Lordships by doing loving services at temple. Please be causelessly merciful to me as always.
Your insignificant and grateful daughter,
Devīśreṣṭha Rādhikā Devī Dāsī.