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Vyāsa-pūjā 2021

Indulekhā Sevinī devī dāsī (Radha Govind Dham-Ahmedabad - India)

MY DEAR SPIRITUAL FATHER,
Please accept my most respectful obeisances at your lotus feet,
All glories to Srila Prabhupada,
Dearmost Gurudeva,
I attempt to write on the occasion of your Vyasa Puja day but I have no capacity to write your glorification in any way.
I am incapable of doing it with my infinitesimal brain and and further infinitesimal devotion for you.
Hence all I do is to shamelessly copy and paste the words that Srila Abhay Charanaravinda Bhakti Vedanta Swami
Prabhupada wrote in glorification of his guru Srila BhaktiSidhanta Saraswati Swami Prabhupada:
“Forgotten Krishna We fallen souls, Paying most heavy the illusion’s toll, Darkness around
All untraced. The only hope His Divine Grace”
“Message of service thou has brought. A healthy life As Chaitanya wrought. Unknown to all
It’s full of brace, That’s your gift Your Divine Grace”.
These words befit you in all way.
My dear spiritual father, You are exemplifing the virtues of a true Acharya, a true disciple and a true Vaishnava..
The compassion you exhibit is unparalleled.
Your god brothers lack words to glorify you.
The time and efforts you put in every single day to see your disciples, the time you invest in each and every one of us,
is unfathomable.
With a little headache, we are unable to concentrate on any specific job or devotion but here you are with so much of
physical pain and still unstoppable.
Seeing you and hearing you is the most fortunate thing for us but I am so dumb that despite hearing you and seeing
you day after day, my heart doesn’t melt, my feelings for Krishna for lord Chaitanya doesn’t arise, my longing for your
service doesn’t happen, my gratitude towards you does not take place.
You are giving something that words cannot define.
What you have done for me is not something that I can ever reciprocate.
When my 2 year old daughter Dayanvita asks everyone to keep the finger on the lips, while listening to your
discourses, my happiness knows no bounds, for she realizes the importance of listening to you in apt attention.
Every time you come into my dreams, I wonder what do I deserve to be your disciple, why do you show so much of
mercy on me, it makes me feel guilty to no extend.. but then the voice within says, you are good for nothing, it is the
causeless mercy of your guru maharaj and nothing beyond.
Truly guru maharaj, It is only your causeless mercy that you have accepted me as your spiritual daughter.
Once when I came to see you at The GEV,Vada, with the invitation letter from HG Jashomatinandan Prabhu, you
asked me if I knew the meaning of my initiated name and when I said it means the servant of the servant of Indulekha
gopi, you were very pleased and blessed me.
On this occasion of your vyas puja celebration, I beg mercy at your lotus feet to keep me there ever, for my only hope
of survival is the dust of your lotus feet. I also pray to you to please guide me and give me sufficient enthusiasm,
energy, willingness, determination and sincerity to serve you and Srila Prabhupada, in spreading the message of
Chaitanya Mahaprabhu.
Guru Maharaj, I aspire to be a vaishnavi, I aspire to be the servant of the servant of the servant of your holiness.
Please bless me.
I cherish all the moments that I could spend with you. They are my eternal blissful moments.
I pray to Radha Madhava- ashtha sakhis, Prahalad-Narasimha dev, Pancatattva, Radha MayapurChandra, Jagannath
Baladev Subhadra and Mayapur Dham, to keep you in good health always and that I can soon come and have your
physical darshan and serve you in person.
I pray to be able to serve you.
Your insignificant spiritual daughter
Indulekha Sevini Devi Dasi
Radha Govind Dham,
Ahmedabad-Gujarat