nama oṁ viṣṇu-pādāya Kṛṣṇa-preṣṭhāya bhū-tale
śrīmate jayapatāka svāmin iti nāmine
nama ācaryapādāya nitāi-kṛpā-pradāyine
gaura-kathā-dhāma-dāya nagara-grāma-tāriṇe
Hare Kṛṣṇa dear Guru Mahārāja my Dearest spiritual father!
Please accept my most respectful obeisances! All glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda! All glories unto Your Divine lotus feet!
75 Glorious years in the service of Śrīla Prabhupāda! Warrior under the command of Senapathi(Śrīla Prabhupāda) in Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu's army.
Wholesale distributor of Nitāi Gauracandra's mercy!
When I read that Kṛṣṇa is impartial to every living entity, I could not comprehend that. But when I see how you give unconditional love to everyone, I can somewhat extrapolate how the Lord could be impartial. In fact Kṛṣṇa gives mercy to the degree that every soul surrender (ye yathā māṁ prapadyante tāṁs tathaiva bhajāmy aham), but you give out mercy of Lord Caitanya and Nityānanda who gave out unconditional mercy.
Scriptures say that from every pore of Karanodakaśayi Viṣṇu, comes out millions of universes, and he maintains each and every universe. Guru Mahārāja, I cannot comprehend that, but when I see the love for Mahāprabhu oozing out from each and every pore which has power to inundate the entire universe, I could somewhat extrapolate the love the Lord has for each and every living entity for whose deliverance he orchestrates all material creation and sends such exalted pārśadā time and again to save them.
Kṛṣṇa never forgets even a small endeavor taken by any soul and reciprocates it many fold. I could not comprehend it. But when I see how much you stretch yourself and take trouble to save each and every soul if they have even slightest tinge of positivity towards Kṛṣṇa Consciousness, It amazes me. and I could somewhat extrapolate the Lord's reciprocation.
Dear Guru Mahārāja, you can never reject anybody, please do not reject the kidneys. All the devotees and your well-wishers are incessantly praying to the Lord for your good health, along with prayers to the Lord I also pray to you, beg you! Please stay healthy. You sustain only by your love for the Lord Caitanya and your impeccable commitment and love for your Spiritual master "Śrīla Prabhupāda!" Even demigods cannot comprehend your determination. There is No way that I can even comprehend your love for Śrīla Prabhupāda!
Guru Mahārāja, I have been trying very hard to get over my anarthas, I am very much ashamed of myself when I understand how much of a disgrace I am for you and it stuns me to think how merciful are you, knowing all my anarthās, still have not rejected me. Guru Mahārāja you are my only hope. You have given me mercy through your servants, my sīkṣā gurus His Grace Caitanya Avatari prabhu and Her Grace Rasamayi mātājī.
I promise to you on this Vyāsa-Pūjā, that I will try my best to follow the four regulative principles with heart and soul. Please save my from getting intoxicated from name and fame. Please save me from the gambling of prajalpa. Please save me from the hiṁsa of hurting vaiṣṇavas. Kindly use me as an instrument in preaching Śrīla Prabhupāda's mission.
Your Spiritual daughter,
Susevinī Guru Gaurāṅga Devī Dāsī
Minneapolis, Minnesota.