Hare krishna Gurumaharaj, pls accept my respectful obeisances
Gurumaharaj I always heard about your loving reciprocations from my Siksha guru and even though unworthy of them, I had a desire to have some personal experiences.
On 14 Feb my birthday of 2023, I had visited Mayapur for the ILS course and had huge desire( high expectations) of you cutting my birthday cake. For some reason on that day we were late for your Chaitanya Charitamrita class. By the time I reached, the class was over and you were going back to your room, so my hopes crashed. Suddenly your servants announced that you will meet all the devotees who are leaving Mayapur the next day.
And in few seconds, from being the most unfortunate I became the most fortunate?!
All of us assembled to meet you, your servants took the cake to get it touched by you. I was on cloud nine. I was extremely thankful to lord and you for this wonderful experience and was about to leave. Suddenly u asked the flavour of the cake, we replied it was Tiramisu your favourite, after that what happened was just incredible for me, than u cut the cake Gurumaharaj, which just blowed me away.
How do u always know what is there in our heart. How in your such a busy schedule did you sanction that childish desire. I had always heard , but that day i realised how you are an epitome of love, ocean of mercy.
Gurudev you are a kalpa vriksha who fulfills all the spiritual desires. I am a budding artist and have always wished, dreamt to serve you somehow through art, with the little that I know. By lord's and your mercy that desire was fulfilled when you visited Guruashraya ( HG vikrama baldev das and HG premamayi indulekha Devi dasi mataji's home) at Bangalore. As I got the opportunity to perform a small skit on Narasimha Lilla on 26th October 2023. And that day I realised how magical your way of reciprocations are, you can just make any impossible things possible, with material skills i wouldn't have got any chance to perform for you, but by your mercy some how you made it possible.
Thank you so much Gurumaharaj for your love, guidance and excepting a fallen soul like me as your disciple.
on this auspicious day of your appearance I pray to lord Krishna for your good health. Eagerly waiting for your revisit and for more such opportunities to serve you.
Your spiritual daughter
Alka chandwani
Hare Krishna