om ajnana-timirandhasya jnananjana-salakaya
cakshur unmilitam yena tasmai sri-gurave namah
namah om vishnu padaya krishna prestay bhutale
srimate Jayapataka swamin ite namine
nama acharya paday nitai kripa pradayine
gaur katha dham daya nagar gram tarine
To beloved Gurumaharaja,
Hare Krishna!!
Please accept my most humble and respectful obeisances unto your lotus feet. Thought unqualified I would pray to Sri Sri Radha Madhav and Astha Sakhi Vrind, Sri Sri Panchtatva and Lord Narsimha Dev to protect you from your physical ailments and your recovery from all health issues and bless make your divine grace healthy.
I’m not qualified to glorify your glories but would definitely try to offer my offering onto yours lotus feet. The whole world knows your glories and your divine grace is inspiring lots and lots of conditioned soul to cultivate Krishna consciousness into their life. From almost more than a year yours divine grace was in Chennai for the kidney and liver transplant and even than with so much of physical problem and extreme pain yours grace always inspired other to chant the holy name and were showering causeless mercy like Sri Sri Nityanand prabhu.
14th of august a news came that Guru Maharaj have got a donor who is compatible to donate his organ to Gurumaharaj operation will be held anytime. The news came and I was shocked I was not knowing how to react, all mixed emotion arrived at the same time happy, tensed, shocked etc. So our whole Baroda Bhakti Vrishka’s member and all the devotees around the world started chanting and praying for yours successful operation. We all knew that as your name define your divine grace will came back to hoist the victory flag of Chaitanya Mahaprabhu’s mission.
Deep inside I was very much depressed as I knew that I was also one of the reason for this conditions of your divine grace. But from that day I became a bit conscious about all the promises that we have given on the Initiation day. There was guilt inside me that I such a fallen soul inspite of having shelter under of your divine grace I was not doing anything. After the due to some arrangement done by your divine grace because you always shower causeless mercy I became a bit serious about Krishna conscious and started giving some priorities to Krishna first and everything else as secondary. By your divine grace’s mercy I am now able to chant my round properly and attentively. I am also getting inspired daily as after such an operation your divine grace use to give online class on Facebook every day, that is just great.
Now due to some academic and job related issue I am not able to fully dedicate my time in Krishna conscious activities but I am eager to give some more time in Krishna conscious activities. So Guru Maharaj please bless this fallen child of yours so that I can overcome my recent problem and get more focused on my daily Sadhana and became qualified enough to preach and make others Krishna conscious. By yours mercy I have got such a beautiful association of devotees and such caring and parent like Shiksha gurus (HG Mantresh Gauranga prabhu and HG Nitya Yogini Mataji) I would like to pray for everyone who is making it easy to be Krishna conscious in this material world. Please bless my parent to so they get ready to get shelter of yours lotus feet.
I have done so many blunder in my Krishna conscious life so please be merciful on this kid of your and please forgive me for all the offences I have done onto your lotus feet.
Yours Insignificant Son,
Shrestha Madhav Das.
Vadodara, Gujarat, India.
