Dear Guru Mahārājā,
Please accept my humble obeisances. I have so many things to say but cannot show my gratitude simply by just words. I wanted start with your unlimited compassion towards this wretched soul. I am suffering from depression for the last 20 years and never had hope in life till I met you but by your support and mercy is my life is changing day by day. I am materially and psychologically well off from the past but still longing for the satisfaction which I have realised is at your lotus feet.
I haven’t studied even Bhagavad Gita and I don’t know anything about you. Just talking to someone about you can fill my eyes with tears and I am not still able to decode it. Just contemplated what is the relationship between us, but some unique power is driving me to adhere and try to fulfil your order to chant as much as possible. I can feel you but don’t know put words in that experience.
On enlightened one, my saviour, I am longing to see you and want to cry and repent at your feet for the known / unknown sins committed till now. I am sincerely praying to you day after day with no confidence in me and dragging my life with hope in you. Please… Please make me understand value of your words.
With Love
Most degraded servant,
Venkat Surya (Aspiring)
Canberra, Australia