nama oṁ viṣṇu-pādāya kṛṣṇa-preṣṭhāya bhū-tale śrīmate jayapatākā-svāmin iti nāmine
namo ācāryapādāya nitāi-kṛpa-pradāyine gaura-kathā dhāma dāya nagara-grāma tāriṇe
Hare Kṛṣṇa Dear Guru Mahārājā,
All glories to Śrīla Prabhupada!!
All glories to your Divine Grace!!
Please bless me in writing this offering !
You are most Magnanimous, and your mercy is all that Iam is made of, without Kṛṣṇa conscious and your causeless mercy, I would have been weeping and rotting with my material problems. As Vrindavan dāsa Thakur has sung that the devotees of Lord Caitanya are so powerful that each one of them can deliver a Universe, Iam begging to you, the dear devotee of Lord Caitanya to deliver me and my family bound by the hard knots of sins and anarthas.
I am so conditioned that, I couldn't appreciate the sacrifice and austerity that you are doing to inspire and deliver the conditioned souls like us. Even though you are giving mercy and Kṛṣṇa conscious profusely, due to my anarthas, I am struggling in receiving and distributing to others. Seeing the difficulties, you are undertaking in caring for us, I wish I could overcome the negligence in my part and become more serious in Kṛṣṇa consciousness.
Dear Guru Mahārājā, with your causeless mercy and support from Bhakti vrksa mentors Ānandamaya Gopinath dāsa prabhu and Śrī guru Bhakti Mathaji, I came out of my comfort zone and was able to do some Damodar programs at Indian stores and office, in which many people including CEO and a Muslim girl did Damodar arati.
With respect to Facebook classes, after you started asking about top fans, In an effort to become your top fan, I have become very inspired to like and share the Kṛṣṇa conscious messages, and was surprised to hear some unexpected friends reading, liking and asking clarifications with them. Then I remembered in one of your Lecture you mentioned that, Even by reading one word in the transcendental literature given by Śrīla Prabhupada, will change people's life, and that begins there connection with Kṛṣṇa. How wonderful you are Guru Maharaj!!! I beg to please use this insignificant daughter as an instrument, in your service to Śrīla prabhupāda and Gaurāṅga.
Please bless me and my family with a lot of association with sincere devotees and please bless me to chant my 16 rounds without any offenses in the morning and to follow 4 regulative principles very cautiously. Please bless Saranga to chant follow 4 regulative principles and please protect him in child care center. Please bless my husband to become Kṛṣṇa conscious and also my parents and brother's family to be fixed in chanting their rounds and take your shelter soon, if it pleases you. Your are the ocean of all great qualities and I beg to bestow me some tolerance, patience and soft heartedness in dealing with my husband and Saranga, in a way which pleases you and make all of us Kṛṣṇa conscious.
I have attached a picture of myself with my son, taken during our blessed darshan at Chennai,
Your humble useless daughter,
Vidya Svarupini Rādhā Devi Dasi.