My Dear Guru Mahārājā,
Please accept my humble obeisance.
Hare Kṛṣṇa Hare Kṛṣṇa Kṛṣṇa Kṛṣṇa Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare
All glories to Śrīla Prabupada!
All Glories to you our Guru Mahārāj!
I’m Dīkṣā disciple from Chennai, Tamilnadu.
How is your health dear Guru Mahārāja. You are carrying all our sins which is ruining your body. We are very sorry for that and please forgive me for whatever offense we did. I will not deviate my mind from the regulative principles.
I read in Śrīmad Bhāgavatam that only devotees will have the capability to appreciate, greet and write poems on Vaiṣṇavas and the Supreme Lord. I’m so fallen. I’m not getting even Sigle word even to offer homage to my beloved Guru Mahārājā. My mind is totally empty. You are an ocean of mercy... allowing us to take a dip. It’s the only means which save me. I’m getting only tears Guru Mahārājā.
Everywhere I can see my fallen state... Your mercy you accept me as your disciple.
Earlier, as far as I know Guru means school teacher who teach us something. But after joining Iskcon, I could get the real meaning of guru – Spiritual father it’s you my Guru Mahārājā.
Guru Mahārājā, I’m sure that I’m not a devotee in last birth. I don’t have devotee qualifications. I’m not well mannered, no close friends, nobody at office or outside, my relatives are very formal with me. Everyone finds fault on me even my parents and I need to accept that I have faults. I’m trying very hard to change my self and could see slow changes in me. All because of you. I’m happy that you accepted me as your disciple. It’s my life time biggest luck and your mercy. Guru Mahārājā please don’t reject me as everyone do. correct me everywhere. I know Guru (you) and Kṛṣṇa can bring anything possible. Please make me an acceptable person by everyone. I wish to be a lovable and kind person. Please always shower your mercy.
I am so scared that I may fall. I was told that our Guru Mahārājā is praying for all of us and because of your strength and you giving us strength, we are following the regulative principle. This is also one way of taking service from my Guru Mahārājā. I don’t want to do this repeat this. I feel I’m not eligible even to ask your blessings.
You are the true example for I’m not this body. Help us to follow your footsteps.
Please Guru Mahārājā, please hold me like a cat holding its kitten in its mouth. Because there are chance of letting hands down if I hold like a baby monkey. I’m not confident on me.
I wish to see you in your 30+ years days. Days when you were dancing, singing, playing kartals, jumping, your broad smile. Seeing every movement of your limbs is your mercy and our fortune. I believe you will dance again in front of Śrī Śrī Rādhā Mādhava one day... We are awaiting...
Please forgive me for all my offenses which I did knowing and unknowingly. It is only you who can forgive us and shower your mercy. I surely don’t know what I have written is with etiquettes and correct or not. Kindly forgive me if I have written anything mistaken.
Always at your lotus feet,
Premesvari Rādhā devī dāsī