Param Pujya Dearmost Guru Maharaj,
Please accept my humble obeisance at your lotus feet!!!
All Glories to you Srila Guru Maharaj!!!
All Glories to Srila Prabhupada!!!
Wish you blissful 70th Vyaspuja Guru Maharaj.
I am indebted to you forever to accept me as your spiritual daughter.
Without your causeless mercy I won’t able to even put first step on Krishna conscious path. From day one of Damodar house programm at our house in London till now serving you as my Guru Maharaj on your Vyaspuja day is like Blissful journey for me. Thank you so…. Much for all these opportunities Guru Maharaj.
Otherwise I was the fool who was thinking that I will make my sadhana better and better and make myself worthy as your disciple. But again you know myself better than me, and make me realised at Sri Mayapur dham that, I won’t able to make it with my own stupid efforts without your mercy. (I realised it during our GauraPurnima festival trip 2016 with our East London Bhaktivriksa trip to Sri Mayapur Dham).
Thank you so… very much Guru Maharaj for giving us Mayapur Dham. I was and still so amazed that how much rigorous efforts you put to develop Mayapur dham and to fullfill your Guru Maharaj’s instructions. At this point I remember my initiation day at Bhaktivedanta Manor, UK that when you merciful accepted me as your disciple and asked me that will I help you to spread Srila Prabupada’s mission to spread Krsihna conciouness? And I foolishly but of course from my heart said,” sure Guru Maharaj” and you again asked sure hmmm????
I am really begging at your lotus feet Guru Maharaj to bless me that I can keep up my words and humbly can serve you in this life and after…..
Also so I am so grateful to you GuruMaharaj, on behalf of my husband Vijay, who got most fortunate chance to serve you as your personal driver during your trip to London UK in September 2017 same year as I got initiation. Please please…. Shower your mercy upon him so he can step forward on his spiritual path and chant regularly as he really desires.
Also I would like to ask special blessings for my son Maan, who going to go away from home this September for his further studies at university. Please bless him that he can maintain his spiritual path and inspire other youth to bring to you Guru Maharaj and Gauranga Mahaprabhu. He really likes Mayapurdham since we visited in 2016 and want to go Mayapur Dham every year if possible.
Moreover, I would like to beg your mercy for my spiritual family of bhakti vriksha. Firstly bless me that, first I sincerely follow instructions my Siksha Gurus HG Arvind Krishna Prabhu and HG Yamuneshwari mtji and become more serious to serve as Bhakti vrisksha servant leader and inspire all my bhakti vriksha members as per bhakti virksha modules and recommended sadhna levels step by step. I cannot think my spiritual progress without Bhakti vriksha so please… Guru Maharaj, shower your endless mercy that, I ever be connected to this service, which is very dear to you.
I know I will not ever be grateful enough for all your kindness.
When I am writing this Vyaspuja homage I thought to make it short and simple but my mind is going on and on about all the incidents and my dreams connected to you Guru Maharaj. Just one dream I would like to share on your very appreance day Guru Maharaj, which is always in my prayers.
Once we were celebrating Gita Jayanti in London and I was engaged in devotees cooking service. All of sudden on night before Gita Jayanti day, I got message that about more 50-70 more devotees are joining us from other part of London. It was Saturday and I was thinking that oh I have to go to do more groceries shopping with more traffic outside and how will I manage cooking on time etc…. and I slept. And I was remembering your pastimes Guru Maharaj that how energetic you are with all your services and how you were going for shopping and bargain in market for good quality groceries and right price…
And I got blissful dream, which I will never forget that you came to London and told me lets go shopping, I will help you. I stupidly replied you without looking at you that Guru Maharaj it will be even more time consuming if you come with me with your wheel chair everywhere… than you shouted at me ..
Hey look at me you stupid girl … and I was amazed that you were standing on your feet right back at me with such enthusiastic smile on your effulgent face. And I had lovely unforgettable pastime with you in my dream that as Spiritual Father and daughter we went for shopping on East London streets for Gita Jayanti and you were helping me carrying shopping bags and asking me is this good shop for good price and good quality groceries for our Gita Jayanti cooking?? Its being more than 5 years now even before my initiantion…
And in morning I pray to Sri Sri Radha Madhava and Sri PanchTattvas and Sri Narsimhadev to shower their mercy upon you dear Guru Maharaj to remove all your bodily pain and in fact bless us with your physical presence in this very material world as long as possible….
It will be longer longer Vyaspuja homages with so many other sweet pastime of yours Guru Maharaj during your merciful visits to London… but I will stop here this time.
But without a doubt that there is no chance for me personally to even enter on Krishna conscious path without your mercy. So, I would like to offer this prayer to you GuruMaharaj,
Gurudev!
kṛpā-bindu diyā, koro' ei dāse,
tṛṇāpekhā ati hīna
sakala sahane, bala diyā koro',
nija-māne spṛhā-hīna
sakale sammāna korite śakati,
deho' nātha! jathājatha
tabe to' gāibo, hari-nāma-sukhe,
aparādha ha 'be hata
kabe heno kṛpā, labhiyā e jana,
kṛtārtha hoibe, nātha!
śakti-buddhi-hīna, āmi ati dīna,
koro' more ātma-sātha
jogyatā-vicāre, kichu nāhi pāi,
tomāra karuṇā-sāra
karuṇā nā hoile, kāndiyā kāndiyā,
prāṇa nā rākhibo āra
Srila Guru Maharaj ki Jai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
After begging mercy from you Guru Maharaj, I would like to beg at your lotus feet for forgiveness for my so many anarthas. Please please forgive me for my incapacity to maintain my sadhana on regular timings.
Your unworthy disciple and spiritual daughter
Ujjavala Lakshmipriya DD (London)