Vyasapuja Day 2020
Dear Jayapataka Gurumaharaja,
Please accept my respectful obeisances. All glories to your divine lotus feet. All glories to your auspicious day of appearance.
A happy time were the years of my membership in the movement from 1983 as I just related to Srila Prabhupada and his books more or less. Just reading the words on the pages Prabhupada`s conciousness and heart was with me. Ofcorse there was Harikesh Prabhu in the background and all of the sudden arround 1987 we had a few additional Gurus. That brought some irritation into the mind and choosing of the so important initiating spiritual master started. So I was advised to take to Sri Visnupada 1991.
But only after I met YDG by Krsna`s arrangement 1997 I slowly found some ground again. Even month before Harikesha`s Blubb I filled up your „Keep in touch“- form and accedentally ! my Pen crossed the field „Siksa“, that time at the Paris Ratha Yatra. Since than I belong to you and later got reinitiated in Mayapur on Radhastami 1999. After many years of quite some irritation I now started to feel complet and later I felt more and more accepted, recoqnized and at home.
I am thanking Krsna that I having been granted your invaluable assotiation in Mayapur for some time ! That association was so remarcable for this lost soul, that it sunk deep through all layers of my ignorance, arrived there years later and had a great purifying impact on my heart. Now by your brilliant example, by your convincing arguments and wonderful telling of Lord Caitanya`s lilas, by your shining love, by the great deal of work you are able to deliver and still giving your attantion to all your Devotees, by you opening our eyes and hearts, I am able to still swim against the current in this world. And sometimes you even give me a little push if I fall asleep.
I am so much indepted to you and don`t know how to ever pay you back. Thanking you from the bottom of my heart. Please forgive me my offences. Please continue pray for me.
Your spiritual daughter, loving you so much.
Anuttama Radhika dasi