Dear Guru Maharaj,
PAMRO. All glories to Srila Prabhupada. Being a fallen soul, I
write this small glorification for my own purification and the immense inspiration I
get by meditating on your past times.
Before the recent major surgery, your body had undergone so much
troubles.You had expressed that you wanted to give up this body, but then, thinking
about completing your services to Srila Prabhupada, you wanted to continue. Your
determination in serving Srila Prabhupada gives the literal meaning of
determination.
Your worldwide travel within a short time after your surgery is
the perfect example of your realization that 'I am not this body but spirit soul,
part and parcel of Lord Krishna'.
Two or three days after your liver transplantation, when your
assistants were allowed to meet you, you were desperately trying to communicate
something. Then, with great difficulty, through alphabetical chart, you asked them
to give a clicker to the nurse who was attending you and make her chant.In such a
painful condition how can you be so compassionate ?
In a letter to temples, Srila Prabhupada says, "Collect funds,
spend on the same day for the lord and collect again the next day". During the
recent Gaura Purnima festival, you were sponsoring for devotees' prasadam daily. You
are also contributing to various schemes like Mayapur TV. How is it possible to
carry out each and every instruction of Srila Prabhupada ?
During this virus pandemic, everyone is put into various difficulties. We read
about the difficulties of Mayapur devotees. On Sri Rama Navami day, you had sent Sri
Ramchandra's prasadam to each and every community devotee. Being in almost
Quarantine state, you are always thinking of your dependents and showing your deep
love and care for them.
Recently I was undergoing some difficulties and was thinking of writing them
to you. One day, in a perplexed state, I was an contemplating of what to write to
you and went to sleep.
On waking up, I received a picture in the mobile in which Lord Narsimha Dev was
hugging little Prahlad on his shoulder and a parallel real picture of yourself
hugging a small boy on your shoulder. This sight gave me a lot of peace and joy and
I felt assured of Lord Narasimha's protection through you.
My dear Guru Maharaj, while praying to Lord Krishna and Srila Prabhupada for your
well being, I also pray for becoming a good instrument in your service to Srila
Prabhupada and attain pure devotion to the Lord.
Humbly seeking your blessings,
Your Insignificant Servant
Varadasakhi Devi Dasi
Coimbatore