Hare Krsna Guru Maharaj,
Please Accept My Respectful Obeisances
All Glories to Srila Prabhupada,
All Glories unto you Srila Gurudeva,
Nama Om Vishnu padaya Krsna presthaya bhutale
Srimate Jayapataka swamin iti namine,
Nama Acharya padaya Nitai kripa pradayine
Gaura katha dhama daya nagara grama tarine”
Gurumaharaj,I am overwhelmed by deep gratitude for your endless love and protection that you have given me though Im very insignificant and a reservoir of negative qualities. You called me when I was sick, you care for me so much. Your everyday class and house visits keeps us energised.
Inspite of all your endeavour, though I have been trying to be Krsna conscious for the past 10+ years, but somehow Im not successful. Maya attracts even more. Pulling my consciousness back is really taxing. I try and try. Gurumaharaj, you know my heart, my nature, my inabilities. Kindly bare with me please make me yours, and use me as an instrument at your hand to serve Srila Prabhupada .I'm sure that by your mercy I will be victorious.
On this auspicious occasion of your vyasa puja day I’m placing my request at your lotus feet to please bless and empower me that I always serve you and never miss an opportunity to do vapu or vani seva under any material circumstances! Forgive me for all my offenses at your lotus feet and thus don't let me go away from the shelter of your divine grace. I also pray to bless me so that I stay firm and grow in executing the devotional service including 4 Regulative principles and 16 rounds under the guidance of H.G. Caitanya avatari das and H.G.Rasamayi mj.
Multiple times you have mentioned that "your name is very special and you should do something very special to me but I'm happy if you can be responsible in you grihastha life." Please bless that I be a good mother to my wonderful devotee daughter Khishori who was born by your blessings, be a good wife to my husband H.G.Gauranga prasad das who is always supporting and guiding me in any devotional service I do and also be good to whom ever I deal with in my grihastha life.
Your useless daughter,
Sriguru sevanandi dd
Chennai