Dear Gurumaharaj,
Hare Krsna!
Please accept my respectful obeisances.
All Glories to Srila Prabhupada.
All glories unto you Srila Gurudeva
A Very Happy Vyasa Puja to you!
This past year has been tough for my family and particularly, I felt I was hit hardest among us although I'm not sure how much the others have expressed. I feel lost and the situation at our house and community is not helping me. I do not want to describe it because I believe this will be published on the internet. My sadhana has also dropped and I need help physically, emotionally and spiritually. I know this is supposed to be a letter of homage, but my mind is reeling and I have been distracting it till now. I am writing this as a request letter more than one of homage because I really require help. Please help me so that I can improve physically, emotionally and spiritually so that one day maybe I could take initiation and serve you without any anxiety.
Your ungrateful aspiring disciple,
Kaushikh