Dear Guru Maharaj
Am I qualified to be your disciple ? A big Nooo. Only becos of your causeless mercy a fallen and conditioned soul like me has got your mercy. I was in a gutter without even knowing it was a gutter. You like an angel took me out of the gutter and washed me and has given me a wonderful shelter. But even now I can’t realise how lucky I am.
When your holiness called me Vidhyasvarupini I felt a very great happiness and can’t believe that. Everything was blank for me and can’t even recall my name.
How lucky I am to be initiated by you. I want to serve you from my heart and soul till my last moment of breath. My pride, anger, lust , greed should be shredded into pieces by your mercy and want to be an humble servant to your holiness and our Acharya Srila Prabhupadas movement.
your humble servant,
Vidhyasvarupini kesavi Devi dasi