To my Eternal Spiritial Master Srila Jayapataka Swami,
Hare Krsna Gurumaharaja! Please accept my humble obeisances and all glories to Srila Prabhupada.All glories to you on this most Victorious day to celebrate your auspicious appearance in this world!
I humbly beg at the lotus feet of Srila Rupa Goswami and the line of all Vaishnava acaryas for the blessings to be able to express the love and appreciation that I feel for you, which often feels well beyond words.
Next to Lord Sri Krsna Himself, Gurumaharaja I find you to be the sweetest most playful, clever, and humorous person that I know. I am so grateful that I have you to train me up and make me strong, so that I can become conversant in this science of Krsna Consciousness.
You being my eternal master and I your servant, every day you teach me something new. Above all I am most grateful to you for being such an excellent master because you have sincerely taught me the very deep lesson about chastity, loyalty, and obedience to the orders of the spiritual master. I will carry this lesson with me to eternity and never forget it.
I am terribly fallen and degraded, and I love your chastisement and ability to try educate me in the proper conduct of a Vaishnava. The most ecstatic and blissful moment of my life was when after your darshan, I got to beat my stubborn head with your shoes! I offer my respectful obeisances at your lotus feet because you have succeeded in making me realize that this material world is a terrible, miserable, and disgusting place and I that I do not want to ever come back. I understand now that my only business in this material world is to serve and please you and the Vaishnavas!
On your most auspicious 69th Vyasa Puja to you I offer my whole heart. I humbly beg at your lotus feet for your mercy to have my heart thoroughly and honestly cleansed. I want that only you and Lord Krsna may reside in my heart, and that everything else in this world will be secondary to that. I do not want anything more in this world than to have my heart and mind fixed on serving your beautiful lotus feet. I humbly pray that I can have my heart cleansed, so I can become a cute little soft hearted cuddle bear and receive the mercy of Caitanya Mahaprabhu! To Become a Caitanya Cuddle Bear, cute and loving!
I also humbly pray that my godbrothers and godsisters can also completely give all of their hearts to you as well. I pray that this year will bring good health and unity to our whole JPS family! It is time for Caitanya’s Cute Cuddle Bears to Unite and give Krsna prema to the whole world! Cuddle Bears Unite!
Hare Krsna Gurumaharaja! I am your wish fulfilling tree and I pray that I may eternally be able to successfully carry out all your orders in perfect surrender.
Your eternal servant,
Jayada Harini Devi Dasi