Dear Guru Mahārāja,
Please accept my respectful obeisance at your lotus feet. All glories to your grace and Śrīla Prabhupāda, All glories to Guru Paramparā and Gaur Nitāi. All glories to Lord Kṛṣṇa!
On occasion of your Vyāsa-pūjā, I pray to Kṛṣṇa to cure you completely so that we can relish your necterean classes like before. I feel due to my sevā or Vaiṣṇava-aparādhā you are suffering. I am a very fallen soul, due to my anartha-nivṛtti you are going through such difficult time. please forgive me for my offences. You are very merciful and kind, please bless me that I become better devotee and serve you and paramparā as you desire.
You always say that you want your devotees to preach. At present I am not engaged in active preaching, I do it occasionally. I feel I am not well equipped with knowledge and wisdom that I require to become an effective preacher. Please bless me that I learn ways to improve myself as preacher. I want to make you happy and proud of me.
We are praying for your speedy recovery and hope to see you back in Māyāpur on your Vyāsa-pūjā few weeks later. Once again, please forgive all my offences which were committed knowingly and unknowingly and always keep me at the dust of lotus feet!
Your insignificant servant,
Mahārānī Bhadrā devī dāsī (dīkṣa)
Birmingham, UK