My Dear Guru Mahārāja
Please accept my respectful obeisances.
I have the good fortune of attending your Caitanya-caritāmṛta online class daily. I admire your determination of giving class even at the verge of extremely unwell situation. It motivates me a lot to perform my Sādhana. Few years back due to a surgery I fell sick and I have a problem with my leg. It hurts me a lot and I am unable to walk properly like others. At times I feel it very challenging to do any service. But seeing you with all the illness giving regular classes make me feel so great. This year my son met with a severe accident and he had many fractures and damages to the hip bone, but I was able to gain the faith by chanting your Praṇāma mantra and I felt so protected. My son who was not talking to me for some reason, after this incident changed a lot and he is now being affectionate to me. I see your mercy coming through in all the ways and means to protect us every moment of our life. Thank you for always being there for us Guru Mahārāja. It is our great good fortune that we have you in our life, and your causeless mercy is always protecting us from all the clutches of material world. Also we have felt your presence every moment of our life, even if you are in Māyāpur or any part of the world you are always with us, praying for us and motivating us to perform devotional service in any means. You taught us to do Dāmodara programs with torch lamping, you taught us to connect each other through zoom network, you taught us to go with online classes and what not. I have heard from mātājī’s that to resolve a fight between husband and wife you made them share a single cup ice-cream with each other, I have heard from many other devotees how you so humbly prostrated in front of those police officers to protect those devotees who were attacked at some point of time, how you saved people calling them to come back from Varkala beach when immediately after the devotees started there was a collapse in the temple wall and so many people got hurt.
My Dear Guru Mahārāja you are the only one who is always praying for us and protecting us from all sorts of material danger. My humble prayers at the lotus feet of Gaura Nitāi who is the parama karuna Bhagavān to always protect you. I do not fit to make such a plead in front of their lordship who is already taking care of you Guru Mahārāja. However, all your suffering is due to the fallen souls like me who are hanging and clinging to your lotus feet and make you suffer. Hence, I plead and beg to their Lordships to always protect you save you and give you all the strength.
We need your association for longer and longer time. Dear Guru Mahārāja, we missed all those golden days when you were healthy and young, we also need that special mercy when you are back again dancing and roaring in the TOVP calling out the name of Gaurāṅgaaaaa.
Please bless us to always take shelter of your lotus feet and serve you eternally.
Your humble servant
Balāimātā Rohiṇī Devī Dāsī