Hare Krishna dear Guru Maharaj
Please accept my most humble obeisances unto your Lotus feet. Please give your blessings and mercy to all the devotees so that they can assist you in serving Srila Prabhupada mission... I am not getting what to ask from you... I feel a bit frightened at begging for deeksha, for I feel i am not yet serious... But it's crucial and there is less time to waste.... Because of your causeless mercy i have again come back.... There was a time when i openly rejected Krishna as supreme master even after coming to krishna consciousness.... I performed poorly in my exams due to my laziness...
But now due to my mentor i realised that i should study well and work hard... Please help me so that i always follow my mentors instructions and take initiation from you as soon as possible
Thank you so much for being so merciful towards me , i am again trying to progress in devotional service...
Lord Nityananda is very compassionate and you are distributor of that mercy, it's very evident when we see you travelling all over the world for the purpose of fulfilling Prabhupada's mission. You are very compassionate to non devotees as well. Thank you so much for being with us inspite of Krishna offering you the entry to his abode... I pray at your Lotus feet so that I take this advantage fully and serve you wholeheartedly....