Dear Śrīla Guru Mahārāja
Please accept my respectful obeisances unto your divine lotus feet.
All glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda...!
All glories to the Guru Paramparā and all the devotees.
Happy 75th Vyāsa-pūjā Celebration...
First of all thank you Guru Mahārāja for accepting me as your Dīkṣā disciple even though I was and still I am like super unqualified to receive your blessing.
I realized from the bottom of my heart that whatever the below attempts to compile in words I do in this offering to glorify you will be undoubtedly insignificant and incomparable to your ocean of Mercy.
I really don't know Śrīla Guru Mahārāja how can I express my gratitude and pay back the endless indebtedness in this life time to your lotus feet as you have kindly given me an unimaginable new life (through initiation) since Gaura Pūrṇimā, 2016. As antaryāmī, I also faithfully do believe that you already know how much struggle I had as no one else from my family was never ever a devotee before! Nevertheless, by your causeless mercy only, I am still surviving in this material world and trying to be a tiny part of preaching in East London Bhakti-vṛkṣa for Bengali Community. Since covid time, within our Bengali community here in East London, there were loads of unavoidable challenges, ups and downs, misunderstanding among devotees. However, I can witness and would like to confess that by only your blessing, guidance and through our Siksha Gurus instruction, just only as instruments, we are still able to keep doing our services (Bhakti-vṛkṣa). I know you are doing all these for us, using us just as instruments to get more blessing from Śrīla Prabhupāda and to please Lord Caitanya, thank you for making us a part of this mission of Śrīla Prabhupāda.
Kindly please Guru Mahārāja keep showering your merciful glance at all the time so that we can grow and learn the qualities of a servant leaders to extend some more Bengali Bhakti-vṛkṣa in East London and also in outskirts of East London as per our Siksha Gurus instruction
following to ultimately please you and Śrīla Prabhupāda. As you are actually changing these material bengali people mind and make them devotees, therefore kidnly please make us fortunate to be a part of it.
Moreover, heartfelt gratitude and "Big Thank You" to you for appearing in my dream when my Daily Shadhana goes down. I felt in all those times that you are undoubtedly pulling out to save my life in this so called material body from many more endangering upcoming situation and also signaled to me so that I can regain my daily sādhana. Please Guru Mahārāja, please shower your blessing so that I can start chanting my most of my rounds in morning time as unnecessary laziness is always pulling me towards having strong association of illusory energy of the Lord (māyā).
I have been left and right heavily beaten by māyā at at all the time daily basis, however by your causeless mercy I have started taking training to learn distributing books in every month to please you and Śrīla Prabhupāda.
Please bless me so that my adherence never fall down. Also I can attract more mercy and association of Śrīla Prabhupāda through book distribution which will surely make happy to fulfil your worldwide monthly books target given my Śrīla Prabhupāda.
Please Guru Mahārāja, bless me so that I can always be helpful, supportive, co operative and accommodative to my family especially to my wife and son so that they can nicely grow in Kṛṣṇa Consciousness and be always in devotional service.
I still get loads of inspiration to see your "Never Give Up" video and Caitanya-caritāmṛta class. Please Guru Mahārāja, kindly please extend your blessings unto me so that I can become always extra vigilant through non commencement of any form of Vaiṣṇava aparādha and follow your instructions of "cooperating with devotees is one of the biggest austerities"...
As You are "Nitāi Krpa Prodayine" therefore undoubtedly performing pastime by the mercy of Nityānanda prabhu, you are saving all lazy soul like me from the clutches of Māyā. As you instructed, I prayed to Lord Dhanbantariya for your many more years of stay (obviously with stable health) in this material world.I really want you, dear Guru Mahārāja, to see back where you were in 2007, I sincerly pray if Lord Nrsimhadev so desires. Your monthly published message are surely super inspiring, heart touching and motivating to me, thank you!
kindly please forgive me as I am surely offended you with loads of my unintentional and unknowing aparādhas, and also please shade some light unto me so that I can identify and rectify my big hill like anarthas, be also fixed in Kṛṣṇa Conscious life to help all the devotees around me.
Last but not the least Dear Śrīla Gurudeva, I would like to pray everyday for you as you never forget to pray for us.
Your Insignificant son
Acyuta Vrajeśa dāsa
Dīkṣā Disciple
East London
United Kingdom