Dearest Guru-Mahārāja,
Daṇḍavat-praṇāma !!!
Please Accept My Respectful Obeisances at YOUR divine lotus feet.
All Glories to Your divine !
All glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda !
All glories to all our Paramparā Ācāryas !
nama oṁ viṣṇu-pādāya kṛṣṇa-preṣṭhāya bhū-tale
śrīmate jayapatāka svāmin iti nāmine
nama ācaryapādāya nitāi-kṛpā-pradāyine
gaura-kathā-dhāma-dāya nagara-grāma-tāriṇe
nama oṁ viṣṇu-pādāya kṛṣṇa-preṣṭhāya bhū-tale
śrīmate bhaktivedānta-svāminn iti nāmine
namas te sārasvate deve gaura-vāṇī-pracāriṇe
nirviśeṣa-śūnyavādi-pāścātya-deśa-tāriṇe
It's my great privilege to get an opportunity to Glorify ‘Your Divine’ on YOUR Auspicious Vyāsa Pūjā. All glories to ‘YOUR DIVINE’ on Your appearance day.
Although, I am not qualified to write anything, but I have heard that when we concentrate on the divine qualities of Guru, it purifies us. Even a drop of it, can make us eligible to go back to Godhead. I am very thankful to ‘YOUR DIVINE’ for accepting me as your disciple.
gurudev!
kṛpā-bindu diyā, koro' ei dāse,
tṛṇāpekhā ati hīna
sakala sahane, bala diyā koro',
nija-māne spṛhā-hīna"
Gurudeva, give to this servant just one drop of mercy. I am lower than a blade of grass. Give me all help. Give me strength. Let me be as you are, without desires or aspirations.
By meditating on these lines, I pray to Your divine, "Your divine is representative of Nityānanda prabhu and showers that mercy unto fallen souls like me. "Nitāi Kṛpā Pradāyine". Kindly engage me in service of Your lotus feet.
sakale sammāna korite śakati,
deho' nātha! Jathājatha
tabe to' gāibo, hari-nāma-sukhe,
aparādha ha 'be hata
I offer you all respects, for thus I may have the energy to know you correctly. Then, by chanting the holy name in great ecstasy, all my offenses will cease.
I am so much fallen that unable to concentrate on Holy name but You are only saviour of Your disciples. Kindly engage me in service of Holy Name.
kabe heno kṛpā, labhiyā e jana,
kṛtārtha hoibe, nātha!
śakti-buddhi-hīna, āmi ati dīna,
koro' more ātma-sātha
O Lord and Master! When will such mercy fall to this one who is weak and devoid of intelligence? Allow me to be with you."
Your karuna for all jīvas is the only hope.
My heart is so much contaminated that don't have any love for Śrīman Mahāprabhu but Your heart is filled with nectar of Caitanya leela. Kindly engage me in service of Gaura-Nitāi.
jogyatā-vicāre, kichu nāhi pāi,
tomāra karuṇā-sāra
karuṇā nā hoile, kāndiyā kāndiyā,
prāṇa nā rākhibo āra
If you examine me, you will find no qualities. Your mercy is all that I am made of. If you are not merciful unto me, I can only weep, and I will not be able to maintain my life.
From bottom of my heart, I am begging to Your divine, "If you are not merciful unto me, I can only weep, and I will not be able to maintain my life."
Preaching is Your Divine's Strength . Every moment of Your life is engaged in fulfilment of Śrīla Prabhupāda's instructions.
Gurudeva, Kindly engage me in Your divine service and make me eligible to serve you so I would be able to follow YOUR instructions even though I am not qualified.
I pray to Lord Narsimha dev for Your healthy and long life.
1. By YOUR divine mercy, doing simulcast service for JPS FB Hindi page under guidance of His Grace Rādhāpati Gopīnātha Prabhu and His Grace Jānakī Rāmacandra Prabhu.
2. Doing Reviewing of lectures in hindi language under guidance of HG Śyāma Rasika Prabhu for JPS Archives.
3. Every Saturday and Sunday, conducting Online Bhagvat Gītā classes (20-25 members). Also, Daily online reading of Prabhupāda books with 10-15 Bhakti Vṛkṣa members. 6-7 Members are doing 16 rounds and 2 members got shelter from Your Divine, 8 months back, now preparing for initiation. Some members completed their IDC course.
4. I am also doing Bhakti shastri course for Pleasure of Dear Gurudeva. Also engaged in collecting TOVP donation under guidance of HG Rādhāpati Gopīnātha Prabhu.
5. My son Param ahuja is also doing 12 rounds daily. Student of class 12th and cleared IIT JEE mains level , preparing for JEE advance level. Please bless him so He would be one of soldier in Prabhupāda's army.
Want to do more and more services but my anarthas are obstructing me. Please bless me and engage me in Your Divine Service. Seeking for Your Mercy.
Your indebted spiritual daughter
Bhāvānandinī Devī Dasī